Lifeboats

Lifeboats:
Clinging to each others genitals like lifeboats
it was clear, at least to me,
that we were both looking to get saved. -me

Xerox Candy Bar:
Ah,
you're just a copy
of all the candy bars
I've ever eaten -Richard Brautigan

Excerpt from Lady Lazarus:
Dying,
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.

I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I've a call.

It's easy enough to do it in a cell.
It's easy enough to do it and stay put.
It's the theatrical

Comeback in broad day
To the same place, the same face, the same brute
Amused shout:

"A miracle!"
That knocks me out.
There is a charge

For the eyeing of my scars, there is a charge
For the hearing of my heart-
It really goes.

And there is a charge, a very large charge
For a word or a touch
Or a bit of blood

Or a piece of my hair or my clothes.
So, so, Herr Doktor.
So, Herr Enemy.

I am your opus,
I am your valuable,
The pure gold baby

That melts to a shriek.
I turn and burn.
Do not think I underestimate your great concern.

Ash, ash-
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there-

A cake of soap.
A wedding ring.
A gold filling.

Herr God, Herr Lucifer
Beware
Beware.

Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair
And I eat men like air. -Sylvia Plath

The View From the Top

Seventeen Again

Yesterday at Scottish Rite the radiologist asked me how old I was. Apparently you have to be 18 to be around the radiation equipment and APPARENTLEY I look SEVENTEEN! Needless to say I was not flattered. I wonder how old I will be when I finally appreciate the fact that I look young.

In the meantime...I love this self portrait that Jason Travis took. Look at it too.

Korn

Blueberry

I seemed to have aquired some sort of dreadlock in the back of my head and I have spent the better part of the night attempting to get it out. Tropical storm Ida seems to incite Rastafarianism. This morning was strange but I got some hashbrowns out of it.



This week has been fun as blueberry, apple and pumpkin pie.

A Very Merry Gaga Birthday