Lets Just Leave it At That

The space between my eyes is pounding as I sit here in bed eating plain brown rice. All I can do is think. I have always been a thinker. Always asking questions. Always wanting to know more. In this moment I want to stick to what I know and leave it at that. I want to wear large jackets that brush against the floor as I walk. I want to wear dark sunglasses and clumsily bump into people without apologizing. I want to eat ice cream and cry until I puke it back up.